Average Nix

i wonder how everyone's doing? no one seems to be visiting me here. meaning, im all alone. *sits in a corner and stares at nothingness* oh well, i guess in a way that's ok, no one seems to care about what i think. *drama* atleast nobody reads what the hell im writing here. hmm.. *visits other blogs* before i started blogging, i was thinking, "who the hell would visit my work anyway? i don't have friends who blog. few people i know and even in "friends" terms blog and i don't think they would waste time to visit mine. that's life. it sucks. life's a bitch. so what? :P then i have my own world all by myself. *autistic* ill just keep on working. and broaden my knowledge. it's nice to do something im really into where i have fun doing it and it's something i learn from.

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PICS! i uploaded pics in shutterfly. i don't really get it sometimes, but the hell. i still uploaded photos and stuff. http://nickle.shutterfly.com yesterday, i saw a kid in a Darna costume. the cute kid was trick or teating and didn't mind if i took a picture. XD i saw a kid with a cool costume before her, we even stopped to give him candy. he was wearing a costume that made it seem that he was riding a dinosaur. i found him cute because he had a different costume from all the superhero outfits there. (spiderman, batman, superman, all the man.. >_>) AND! he walked funny. but cute. ^^ i wish i took a picture! ugh.

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so today is Sunday. the usual church mass and the afternoon was different today. we had fellowship with the parents and teachers. kinda fun. well, i did have fun. i wanted to take pics with my cousins but my phone with the camera died. but i did have pictures of my cousin and my nephew. this is my nephew, Jasper, once again. he's eating a really yummy cookie. i could tell, i had some. YUM! :P and this ugly dude, is my cousin.. =P that's it. im tired. gonna sleep. lates! feeling: watching: Disney Channel - Lizzie MgGuirre

Lmao. i found a way to get the dancing chicken to float around my blog. i hope it doesn't spoil the fun off from dial-up users. i just love how cute chicken little is.. if only i could more image of hime dancing. lol. i gotta sleep! ciao! :D feeling:

yay it's Friday! why am i happy even if i have classes tomorrow? because... my class is not till in the afternoon.. Julius told me the other day that Mark wanted to go Karaoke on Saturday after their entrance exam in UA&P. so i said i have to ask my mom if i could go after my only class which is 2:00-3:00pm. then, this morning, i found out that our lecture professor in CSCI13 is obliging us to attend a seminar on Saturday! and it's from 1:00-6:00pm.. and the seminar has got nothing to do with our subject. it is for Engineering students or anyone with Thesis A & B subjects. i don't have any of those subjects! the teacher was obliging us to attend because engineering is his field and he said it will be our quiz #1 for midterms. talk about gay. so i don't think i'd be able to go karaoke with Mark, Julius, and Domenico. and to think i was already practicing! Lmao. it's ok though, we'd still have other days to go karaoke.

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OMG! i think it's Sassy Girl's last day today! NYUUUUUUUUUUU!!!! i soo love that show. it makes me kilig. im even asking mom to get me DVD copy of it. i love the tandem of Han Chae Young and Jae Hee. the way they argue and fight is so kawaii! im so going to miss that show. i read somewhere that there was a cut in the episode last night! grrr.. i wish mom would find a DVD of that so ill still be able to watch it whenever i want. and be able to see those episodes i miss.. hehe..

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last night my cousins where asking me if i could fix their friendster profile. so ill be doing that now. XD feeling: listening to: Pussycat Dolls - Don't Cha

i feel so, lemme see, happy! content! it's the first time that i made a layout that satisfied me. even i was amazed at how this layout looked like. it is simple, yet cute. chicken little is uber kawaii.. i hope you would enjoy it as much as i do. oh yeah, i know i said i won't be changing till, like, decemeber. but my old layout was boring me even if i like the T.v. series so much. and it's ending this week i think, so, there. i could make a better one of that though, but i found a new model. the chicken. Lmao. i have to sleep now. i still have school tomorrow and i have to wake up at 7am.. >_< p.s. i wanna thank kuya Benj for help and tips. yer teh bes! ^^ feeling:

YAY! it's raining! my usual lazy self was to lazy to wake up this morning so i didn't go to school. i think i deserve a break from being in school everyday which takes most of my time with the classes, the breaks, and the travel. i like the traveling part though i don't understand why. since i got my new phone with a radio, even if it didn't have a bluetooth, camera, or even infrared, i didn't care. all those features are in my other phone. all i care about is that this new phone has a radio. a feature that i never had. now i can tune in and be informed of new music. i haven't done anything yet today, i watched t.v., had brunch, and mom left me with some chores to do which is the 1st thing on my to do list after i post this entry. after finishing my chores, i would feel free to do anything else that i want. and that means, prolly new layout work. im getting tired of this layout, i think its kind of messy and i want my page dial-up friendly (like what kuya Benj usually say). so, the other night, i read the tutorial about PHP. which is what i have to learn to make my designing much easier and more convenient. i still have to do some research about it. and rack my brains for more artistic side. Lmao. anyway, i got myself a page maker, for Kuya Allan's "project" coz he asked if i can help him with it since he doesn't have a computer and since computer stuff is my line of work. it's weird how people seem to think that im very good with what i do when they have no idea that im not even half-way of what people my age or younger have accomplished. oh well, i guess im their computer geek. and in some way, their trust and belief in what i can do gives me the initiative to learn more and be my best in what i do. i try y'know. like what i've been saying since, like, forever, that maybe if i have a laptop i can do more of what i really love. i have a lot of free time in school. time that if i was still in Pasig i would go home, log in, and won't be able to get back to school. so being in Makati is good in a sense that i have to stay there and wait for my next class. imagine what a laptop could do to my work. i could actually finish something or those stuff i promised to do for my mom. imagine, i promised to do her site last August. it's almost December and their gonna change their catalogs again. my problem with that work is scanning and image editing. i have to scan everything from the catalogs and edit the images so that they could be used online. then i still have to code them in. hmm... maybe i can make something to make my work easier.. maybe. or maybe i should just start working on it. Lmao. i have so many plans. plans that i can only start, but can't seem to finish. im hoping kuya Benj can come over and figure out what's wrong or just reformat the whole thing. which reminds me, i need to back-up my files.. XD i'd be more organized if this pc would get reformatted. i need to back-up alot of stuff! anyway, still got work to do.. will update later.. !! feeling: listening to: OST - Freaky Friday - Lindsay Lohan - Ultimate You

last night, i was not able to blog. but i was online. i had enough time to check my e-mail, my friendster, and my myspace. most of my time was taken by trying to change the layout of my myspace, but i failed. i got pissed off so i had to stick back to the default. i'll try changing it later again. because of that, i forgot to do my hw. but it's no biggie since i have 3hours break today, i just finished it.. hehehe.. i still have to review for my special exam in sysdes (system analysis and design), that i will take during my elective class, since it's the same prof. what about the drama the other night? i dunno, i just felt like it. so if u don't know me, and have been reading my blog, i can say that u know me better than most of my friends. but, that's the part u will rarely see when ur with me. im usually smiling and having fun. seriousness comes when im alone, at night, the drama queen comes out. anyway, i was trying to learn php the other night. i think i kinda get the syntax since its similar to c language. the problem is, i know the syntax but not the codes. but no biggie either, i have some stuff to practics on i have kuya benj to help me when i have questions.. weeee.. im sure that if i learn to do the stuff that makes web design easier, i would have no problem accomplishing the stuff i need to be doing. so wish me luck guys! hmm.. i think i have to go now, i still have to review for my special exam. XD feeling: listening to: radio on my phone.. Mang Jose by Parokya ni Edgar

i think it's unfair that people younger than me know more of what i should. maybe it's because i wasted years of my life playing RO. i was enjoying my "childhood" when i should be studying, and learning the things i need. but it's only recently that i realized that enjoy doing work. work that involves my interest. as of the moment, i am not learning the things i need to know. i am way behind everyone else. i wonder how most young adults in my age can stand the feeling of being incomplete. i am 20 years old. i should have graduated last sem. but instead, i am a year behind schedule. it sucks. i hate the way im feeling now. seeing younger people do better than me makes me motivated to study on my own. but time is my enemy. and my brain doesn't seem to take what i'm trying to learn. how i wish i could just stay at home, infront of my computer, surfing the web, learning online. it is better than going to school everyday, spending money on transportation and food, only to find out that the teacher won't be teaching, or that there is no classes. ah, realization is hitting me. i am being awakened to the truth that reality is hitting me soon. is it what they call maturity? i have been labeled childish or kid at heart by many, because i prefered playing than working, being a kid than being an adult. but i can't hide it anymore. i am 20. as much as i want to stay a teen, i can't. i am smart. i keep telling myself that. i need to believe that i can achieve anything that i want to. because i know i can. i am versatile. i am an easy learner. where did my brain go? often times when i try to review for a quiz or exam i get headaches. i thought it was because i don't use my brain much. for some reason, i got used to slacking off. why? because i can pass without studying. even i don't know how. sometimes i think that if i studied hard when i was still in high school, i could have done better than the usual honor students. you may think that im so boastful but if u really know me like how my family knows me, you would say the same thing. back to being childish, i believe it is only on the outside. because i didn't want to grow up. i may often speak before i think, but when i think i don't speak. that is why most people don't really know me. they don't really know what's going on in my mind. and now, a more serious me is blogging. saying what my mind wants to say. not just me usual self. in other words, u may say i am "pretending". even i don't know. sometimes i can explain things others don't seem to understand, or pretend to understand. it's pathetic. just to shut me up they would agree, when they don't even understand. annoying. days ago, i encountered an old highschool mate and i told him that we were not THAT close during those days. and he told me that most of them thought i was weird. maybe i am. or maybe im normal and they're the ones who's weird. we don't know. i myself think im weird. why? have you been reading? can't you see how weird this is. i can't even explain. ah, i see i'm going off course from where i started. why do we need degrees to get jobs when what they teach in college doesn't really apply in real life? im taking up Computer Science and we have some subjects that i think are not useful to the course. Like math, they say we do need math in programming and i believe that. i hate math. but im not saying this just because i do. in my course, we are to take 6 agonizing subjects of math. that's 18 units. don't we just need the basics and the concept of algebra? what to we need calculus and integral for? i hate math. and then there's public service. we're studying to be programmers, analysts, web designers, technicians. why does the curriculum have public service when we don't really do anything there? yes, sometimes we do but what's the point? we're not studying to be caregivers or social workers.. we want to learn about computer! how about P.E.? i love P.E. and it's the only subject where i get high grades but, we'll be infront of the computer working! why do we need physical fitness? i hope you get what im trying to say here. i believe that since my course is about computer and programming, my subjects should be more about it, not politics and philisophy and history. we won't need in when we get a job! it's F***ing waste of money! so you say take a vocational course, DUH! it would be so hard to get a job without graduating college.. and nowadays you have to have atleast 2 degrees to get a good paying job or else you'll end up in call centers or fast food chains.. ARGH! so far my life is getting boring the more i try to study and learn. but i keep in mind that everything is for the future. everyone may be slacking off and enjoying going to gimmiks today but when that time comes, they'll be suffering and i'll be having all the fun! YAY! oh! oh! i remember, i wonder how some people have jobs, party all night, and do other stuff.. time management. i have to practice that. so i can be SUPERNIX! one day. Lmao. as of now i feel like my schedule is soooo hectic. and to think i only have school and leisure. >_> off i go to bed! feeling: watching: Sassy Girl Chun Hyang

after my 10-11am class, i have 3 hours of break. from 11-12am, i hang out somewhere, if i see Ericam then we talk about random stuff.. from 12-1pm, i sit in in her class.. the teacher doesn't mind. from 1-2pm, it her break so we don't have anything to do. for today, we we're in a comp shop. oh well. might as well check on things since i might not be able to go online later. another class from 2-3, then 3-4. then ill go home! weee... im so bored. i want to go out somewhere. like hang out with some friends and have fun. but i can't. i don't have friends. or the only friends i have are far away or busy with schoolwork. so.. maybe, i dunno.. outtie. feeling: listening to: people playing RO or dota

i got an online photo album of my cellphone cam whoring.. enjoy.. :P

argh! i have been online like 3 times already but still too lazy to post anything. so maybe ill just post some pictures and captions about them.. last wednesday night, while i was reviewing, mom came home with Jasper my nephew.. weee!!

the first pic, he's taking mm's from the dispenser. when i was trying to put the lid on, he'd shake his head or cry mama.. >_> the last pic, he took my mom's diet pills and was trying to open the plastic, and he's looking at the commercial on the tv.

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i dont think i remember the res of my week, though, we celebrated Engel's bday last Friday.. and i got to see Mama Lei and Tatay Ramon.. XD then, Saturday night, trip lng.. took pictures of myself again.. all dressed up.. Lmao.. since im too lazy to get the pics, ill just make a multiply account to load the pics there.. i have shutterfly account but im not sure if i want to share that.. too many pics of me.. nyahaha.. Sunday, church as usual, saw Jasper again.. so pic!! XD tamad nko uber.. next time n lng.. ^^ feeling:

last night, as i was reviewing for the exam i had the next day, i was watching tv at the same time.. weird noh? normally people (or my mom!) says that u can't do 2 things at the same time.. well, if it's reviewing/studying while watching tv/listening to music, i can do them at the same time! i don't know how and why it's just i do! so, i was waiting for sassy girl to be shown and there were still a couple of programs before sassy girl, so i took pictures of myself! again.. *camwhore*

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so, i woke up early the next day to make it to my 8am exam. gosh! i left the house at like 7am to make it to school, but, transpo was tough.. and there was little traffic. i made it 30mins late but the proctor still let me take the exam. anyway, i was with erica after an exam and we were hanging out in the library and i was bored, so i took a couple of pics! again.. :P wow man.. terrible eyebags.. eeeww... anyway, i took a stolen pic of erica busy studying! bwahahahaa!!

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on my way home, i got a text message from mom that she was finally approved by Sun to have a line.. and she got me one too!! she added cash so she could get new phones along with it. she got a Nokia 6020 and Nokia 6030 for me! YAY! it has a radio! woot woot! here's what my new phone looks like:

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hmm.. i just remembered, i still have work to do on this blog.. maybe i'll add the other things i want on my next change of layout.. bwahahaha!!

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OMG!! uber kilig teh sassy girl!! eeeep!! Chun Hyang and Marvin are soo inlove yet they don't admit it, ot they did but not to each other.. Like, Marvin told Charina that he's inlove with Chun Hyang, while Chun Hyang told her friends i think.. anyhow.. gotta sleep!!! feeling: watching: Sassy Girl - Chun Hyang

i can't get enough of Chicken Little's trailer, numa numa.. its so cute! everytime i go online and check my stuff i play that video over and over again. (if u noticed it's on my blog, my friendster, and my myspace..) im not addicted to it but i really do find it cute! eeeeee!!!! KAWAIIIII!!! grabe! ima see if i can put it on my fon.. lmao.. anyway, i wanna play the sims2 before i start reviewing again.. i promised myself to study at 5pm.. it's already 4 so i gotta hurry!! toodles! feeling: watching: the numa numa vid again.. :P

arrgh!!! over eating again! i had salad for lunch.. then reviewed for awhile.. after a few hours i was hungry again.. mom told me to heat the garlic bread.. so i had 4.. after that, i ate a hot pockets.. then, i had ice cream.. grabe sa food trip.. damn.. i don't usually eat alot but there are times/days that i would eat, really eat.. anyway, i wanna play sims2.. but mom might reprimand me for i have an exam tomorrow! *outie* feeling:

i was gonna post some funny pics but i accidentally deleted them from my photobucket and im too lazy to look for them again.. but if ever i find them, surely id post em here.. for the past hours, i've been changing my friendster and myspace accounts design. they're pink! im not fond of pink so i don't know why all of a sudden i chose pink as a new layout.. OMG! if i had time to change this blog's layout then it would be pink too! fortunately im too lazy now and i juz wanna play the Sims2. i have nothing against pink, it's just that i think its too girly. i don't think pink suits me. but, it's just a layout anyway, and pink is cuteness.. i think.. >_> anyway, they're kind of identical, same background, colors aren't the same i guess.. since ive updated my myspace, i've received like 6 invitations and 3 messages.. damn.. stupid people.. the picture i used is Han Chae Young's very pretty and sexy pic.. LMAO.. if u have no idea who Han Chae Young is, she's Chun-Hyang.. the girl on this blog's header.. =P damn, i keep on forgetting to fix this layout.. it doesn't work on IE like how i see it workd on Firefox.. my IE kept on closing so i used FF.. feeling:

for some stupid unexplainable reason, the Mozilla on my desktop won't open, my ym won't connect, and my stupid DSL is running slow.. so now i have to log into my mom's desktop just to use the net.. and it's SO ANNOYING! im so delayed with my work.. i really got to get this stupid pc reformatted. and i gotta convice mom that its needs to be.. anyway, i tried playing the Sims2 but it loads so slow.. and everything that has to do with this stupid pc is pissing me off.. damnit! if only i had a laptop that only i can use. /pif there's so much things i wanted to post! and i forgot everything because im so pissed off.. =( eniweiz, dinner.. yumm.. feeling: watching: Encantadia eating: dinner, chicken barbeque with 2 fried eggs.. *drools*

the last time i was able to go online was like 5 days ago. and it sucks. the last thing i was doing was sorting out my files in the folders as i was planning to burn them for back-up incase the pc needs reformatting or maybe i'll delete them from the hard drive to get some more space. as i was doing that, mom reminded me of a chore i needed to do, so i went upstairs and took care of it. when i got back infront of my pc, i was just texting someone then the pc suddenly had an unexpected error and rebooted. when i logged on, the dsl would connect me but i can't access the www. so i thought it was a problem with the dsl. this afternoon, i sent kuya benj a message asking how his thesis was going. i also told him about my net problem and he wanted to know what happend, if he could somehow help me. he wants to check the pc out and offered fixing it but i still have to ask my mom. when i got home, i saw my neighbor friend dianne. we haven't talked for a long time so we made chicka. after that, i went inside the house and opened the pc while i changed clothes. pc kept on hanging/lagging so i had to restart it 3 times. then the net work. that's the mistery of the unexplainable error of the stupid pc. feeling: watching: Sugo